What is the most acceptable or better, how are you supposed to react when someone you knew just confessed that he decided to change his sexual orientation??? I'm not referring to the moment he's telling you, but afterwards.. should you be supportive? or should you act normal? or should you give him your 2 cent's worth? Hmm.. tricky.. At this moment, I just act as normally as I can.. But it's hard ok? You tend to stare to see if anything change.. Don't tell me you're not curious about stuff like this...
Kesimpulan:
1) Hurmmm.. I'm curious, how can a guy decided to be a gay??
2) Sorry, I won't tell any of you who he is...
"I'm searching for my Mr. Right." Ni ler ayat yang slalu girls gunekan terutamanye dalam drama bersiri mahupun in real life... Betul ke ader Mr. Right? Is there really a perfect man for every girl in this world?
Aku rase terpanggil nak menulis pandangan aku pasal bende ni sebab recent event & setelah berborak ngan Ikrom... Girls, relationship doesn't come in perfect wrapping and fluffy ribbons, if you're expecting a Gucci diamond crested watch in it, It'll be a plain RM195 swatch... If you're expecting something big, then you'll be disappointed if it's not... If you're expecting Mike He Junxinag, then you'll be disappointed if it's Ako Mustapa.. So, what to do? Stop expecting all those nonsense, stop dreaming that there will be a day when Lee Dong Wook come to save and swept you off your feet to his castle of love...
But what's wrong with dreaming and hoping?? Actually I found that it's better not to do THAT so much (of course you could hope but don't go overboard with it). Because when you're hoping & expect, you might not be satisfied if he is just someone that you knew, someone you see everyday, someone near you... For me, Mr. Right doesn't come perfect, he might have some flaws, he might not look like Mike He, he might not be as rich as Datuk K (tak abis2... ahahha).. But, is he willing to Co-Operate with you? Compromise with you? Change for you? Wait for you? Be with you? Listen to you? Help you be a better person? etc...
So, do you have to accept everyone that has interest in you? No.... (Orang bukan kueh raye, amik sikit rase, amik sikit rase... pastu decide tanak kueh plak, nak kek lak..). For me, if you like him enough to love him, if he is serious and a good person.. then it's better to start then keep searching for someone perfect.. Work from that... Compromise with each other... Have a good discussion, tell him/ her what you need and expect from each other... Prepare to make sacrifices.. Understand each other and appreciate differences... (I really don't understand why people want to have someone that is so similar to them as their partner.. Wouldn't it be too boring? It'll be like you're living with your own twin.. huhuhu).
"Ala, ape susah... kawen a, suruh mak carik ke hape.. kan baik dari bercouple-couple ni.." Seriously, getting married doesn't solve anything.. relationship I'm talking about is not between dating couple, it's between a man and a women... Infact, if you're having this kind of attitude, it will just making it hard for both of you....
Ok la, membebel dah.. Ni cume pandangan aku.. tak semestinye betul and tak semestinya salah...
Kesimpulan:
1) Matanglah sebelum terlambat...
2) Aku tau nampak cam senang, but really.. Understanding and loving a cat is much easier than people...
3) Gamba di bawah ni tader kene mengena ngan isi.. Since name dier disebut 2 kali, kasik paste sikit a...
Picture was taken form tvbs, love contract page...
Your Birthdate: February 14 
You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.
It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!
You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.
But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.
Your strength: Your superstar charisma
Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you
Your power color: Fuchsia
Your power symbol: Diamond
Your power month: May 1) Yeah, I like it when others do work for me... (penah jadi ke pun??)2) My charm? I dunno if it's working on others, but I usually do it to my parents.. ehehe (U should see me hypnotize my dad when I really want to go out with Ikrom.. pp, jgn ngadu kt abah lak..ahaha)3) Funny? Maybe... people always laugh when they're around me.. Maybe I dressed funny?4) Restless? Well yeah.. could be explain by my previous entry..5) Fuyyo la.. superstar charisma!!! ahahahha6) Commitment? On things that I don't care usually... Since I'm in love with the same man for 3 years, I can say I'm a committed person...7) Don't really like this colour.. (it doesn't bring out my eyes.. ptuiihhh!!)8) I like diamonds!! (not shape, but the stone pliss...) like Nicole Kidman once said " Diamonds are a girl best friend"9) No comment..
At last ppl! I'm freeee.. (not that it will make any difference.. duhh..) I know I didn't do well enough for the MSA.. Truthfully, my interest in this society has long gone with the summer breeze in malaysia (Felt quite guilty about this, but well.. I'm just being honest about it)
One thing that people should know about me is I'm the type of 'hangat-hangat taik ayam' person.. Really!! It's bad, but it's me.. I really dunno how to change it.. (anyone wants to help?)
I still remember my little backyard project. I designed and want to build a little garden.. even begged my parents to find me large blocks of stones, some trees and other stuff.. I did almost 70% of it and then got bored and dumped it!! Right after this, i want to do some cross-stitch, bought all the stuff needed, choose a very pretty design (quite big tau!!..) and I start stitching... huhuh after about 25% (exactly quarter of the picture) I quit!! ---> these 2 are my projects after form 5.
I can't remember what i did after PMR exam... maybe some knitting... but I'm sure it hasn't finish yet!! After UPSR or PMR (I'm not sure..) I built houses form card boxes and pieces of wood.. painted and finished it quite well.. I think I stopped halfway on the 3rd house... (the third one has some complex design on it.. with chimney and large paneled windows.. the 2nd one, is smaller than the 3rd.. it got stairway, balcony.. the 1st one is very simple, a small cottage with pile of woods in front of it.. some sort of country lodge..) The 1st one was given away by my brother as his friend's present!
After the A-level and first year (last summer), I resumed with the cross-stitch project, but still hasn't finished it yet.... Maybe I'll try to finish it this summer..
After the stonehenge trip, I bought a miniature stonehenge made of paper.. which I have to fold and build into shape.. and u can guess.. huhuhu.. (probably try to complete it before summer.. but~~~)
All these are not because I'm lazy or anything, it just that I lose interest in stuff quite easily... I get bored easily, bored of repetition... But I can't seem to get enough of coffee (I think it's because of the caffeine!!)
Pretty interesting right? ehehhehe..
Kesimpulan:
1) bile nak masak cake nih??
I had a very exciting weekend, for the first time I went to the Chinese supermarket.. Made sushi learned from internet, learned to make dumplings from my flatmate Jun... Eventhough I can't taste the dumplings (because it's pork dumplings.. eyh, aku dah samak tangan ee), we (Sajida, Jun and Me) decided to try to make lamb dumplings next time!! So we could eat it together.. Such a lovely flatmate~~~
I accidently bought 2 similar stuff from ebay... I really2 don't think that I'll win the bid with such low prices.. but sadly, I won!! Huhuhu why????? Man, I'm gonna be so broke this month.. Not to mention Vienna trip & at this moment alton tower trip (still in planning stage).. Thank god someone is willingly to buy that other stuff.. Thanks a lot!!...
Next: I would like to try to make miso soup, the twin's delicous curry, cheese cake... hmmmm.. nyumm
Kesimpulan:
1) Bestnye masak nih!!
2) Ari, ko tak bayar jaga ko.. ahahhaha
Sheng Ri Kuai Le to you sayang, Dah 25 dah e? ehehe Tua dah orang tu.. Today is his birthday.. thank god I remembered!! ahahaha.. Sorry for the late birthday song & wish, (tak perasan jam aa...huhuhuh). Since we can't celebrate our birthdays together, we decided to have a cake when I'm home.. (ice-cream cake e? ehehe) Really can't wait to dine again with you..
I really can't remember the last time I went out or cook, felt very lazy lately... Watched lots of movies, getting fatter, drank gallons of coffee, ate azrin's cooking or fozen stuff... haih~~~~ why huh?
Kesimpulan:
1) Tiadalah akannye
Name: Tido Alchemist
Bdae: 14 Feb 1984
Nicks: Arfa
Skool:Soton uni
Contact Me: @zazu
[[My Adores]]
Food: Mum's Cooking
Drinks: Cendol
Pastimes: Hmm..?
People: No comment
Animal: Any furry animal cam cc plak bunyinye
[[My Detests]]
People: Ehem..ehem..
Animal: Lizard & Frogs
Food: None
[[Ariel Lin: Fei Ni Mou Shu]]